i fall off chairs.

i need someone to tell me that how i feel is normal and that despite everything happening, it will all be okay. i need someone to numb the pain and stop the tears. i need someone to tell me that letting everything happen the way its happening now is the right thing to do. i just need someone to let me know that i won’t feel like this forever and that i will be happy again.

one day we’re saying i love you and laughing and having fun and the next he can’t get away from me fast enough. all of a sudden he just stopped. and honestly, i should’ve expected it. what guy in my life hasn’t just stopped? every single time, they just stop talking to me or they just leave without any explanation. he said he’d never do that but then again they all said that. what am i supposed to do now? i can’t imagine not having him around. he’s been the reason i woke up in the morning for the past nine months. what am i supposed to do now?

i have the best memories with him and it would kill me for all of them to be just that. just memories. i know i need to just trust God but it’s so terrifying walking blindly into my future. i know i’ll be okay in the end but i don’t wanna be okay with anyone else. we were so close and the last thing i wanna do is lose that. and i really don’t even know what to tell him other than ‘no’. no you can’t leave me and no i don’t want everything we had to just be a memory that i’ll think about twenty years from now and say ‘oh yeah, he was just a guy i dated back in college.’ that’s the part that hurts me the most. to know that everything we went through is just gonna eventually be clouded over by new memories with new people that’ll end up being more important.

i don’t know what happened and i don’t know what to do.

I understand weed is illegal, but so is underaged drinking. I don’t get why it okay for some of us to have pics of us taking shots but not okay for others to have a pic of something about weed on something that we made someone else.

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do this every time.

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stonerjesus:

damn son

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